hais

okies,
i know you were joking,
mayb i over reacted too much.
i know i'm such a fucktard to have left after shouting ch__ b__.
BUT,
its really quite far to travel.
i'm tired to travel.
all was not planned before hand?
i dont know what to say.

have you ever wonder why i keep rejecting to go out to study with both of you?
maybe you should try to understand why.
its not that i dont like to hang out with you people,
its not that i have attitude problem,
its not that i have changed.
its not.

i just felt super left out at times.
whenever you all go out study,
you people only ask me out whenever you have met,
forgot
or never ask me along.
i just feel that you people cant be bothered or like i'm so forgotten.
maybe you have the right reason,
then i'm sorry to accuse both of you.

i dont know if both of you will be looking at this,
all i wanna say is,
seriously,
i felt LEFT OUT.


anyway,
i dint bother to explain myself,
just let out a "ch__ b__"
and walk off.
walk so fast and catch up with sher they all.
i dont wanna walk alone.
and the guys still cant stop teasing abt me n junhao.
-roll eyes-
went cwp to eat icecream,
trying to cheer myself up.

guangyang keep emphasizing that i'm FAT in a nice way.
GY: "weeloon haben get out of TAF meh?"
GY: "why weishan get out of TAF liao huh?"
GY: "why weishan can get out lei?"
GY: "why weishan out liao huh?"
me: -stare-
whatever.

wanted to sms them,
but decided not to.

went home.
slacking and waiting for dinner now.
sianed

//runs